looks can be deceiving.. some pple look as if they can take jokes, but they can get angry very very easily.. but some pple look as if they cant take jokes, but they can take every rubbish thrown at them (for eg: Daniel Chan Jun Wei). and im the special case: i can take anyone's joke except DANIEL's...LOLz.. bcus he too kiam pa liao!! hahaha... Rachel is someone who can take alot of sarcastic remarks. nvr seen her pissed before, not even once, not even when she was told she got a C for Emrs. maybe she was dissapointed. but her dissapointment was nvr reflected on her mood. she is the fine example of a girl who has God in her life.. =) oei Rachel, i didnt get the chance to see ur shirt nia! i think im getting on someone's nerves, so i shall stop treating him/her like daniel anymore.lol. I always suan daniel bcus I noe he can take it, Im close to him, he will treat everything I said as a joke and most imptly, he really ask for it! haha.. rite hor Eunice?
haiz, now i really wished that i was in cheers! i am genetically accustomed to do manual labour, its inside my blood.. I like to be ordered to carry boxes and cartons around. I love cashiering. and most imptly, bcus of the friends in Cheers. when Ms Chia tell me to up and help cheers im like sooo happy lahz! but... if i go up unecessasrily, ms chia and mr chan will definitely see me lazing around cheers through the cctv. I think im struggling to adapt to life in IM, everyday im counting down to sign out, im looking for a chance to go cheers and i look forward to do finance. i just dun wanna be stuck in that IM room. im ok with the pple in IM, but i guess its just maybe different frequency. I cannot agree with everything they are doing. sometimes i dunnoe why pple gets irritated with yong wee so easily, he mean no harm at all with all his jokes. anw he didnt meant to laugh at us when we were scolded by Ms Chia the other day. life will be abit dull-er if i hadnt noe yw. seriously. another thing is, if u want me to do something, pls order me, i dun mind being ordered around... if not i might think i have nth to do after i have completed my things. and when i have got nth to do, its either i die of restlessness, or i make fun of pple until they die.. i simply cant keep still for a moment unless im doing something or im in deep thoughts. so i've figured out the best way: read my death note when i got nth to do.
sometimes i think its unfair to critisize Ms Ch*a until like that, i used to think she was too fierce. but soon i came to accept the fact that she is our supervisor and came to accept her for who she really is (A super fierce supervisor that is). no matter how badly she scold me, i will make sure i will not retaliate and complain. partial obedience is not obedience at all. the world revolves around this word called Obedience and if theres no absolute obedience to ur superiors, then theres absolutely no order. secondly, I also want to make sure I will never gossip behind her back anymore. pls gimme a slap if i ever complain abt her again. this shall be my 1st promise to God. anw, its esier said then done.
I need to learn to shut up when i have nth to do. it seems that whenever i have nth to do, no internet to surf, i will be shaking my leg and making random comments, one of my favourite past-times. i think i shld just shut up when i got nth to do. talking will only make pple dislike u more Paul Chung! a wise man is a man of few words. and thats the second promise i made to God. again, its easier said then done.
but i'll try.
to the someone, didnt noe u took wat i say seriously, really sorry if i have offended u.=(
i have come so far in taming my tongue and killing my violent behaviours of the past and i will make sure it never comes back again. i have heard so many sermons regarding obedience so theres no reason why my rebellious side shld be prevailing. it got to end.
