its been a long time since i updated my legs are malfunctioning due to intensive footballing.. the footballitis is back! i wonder if there's a term called 'selective dynamiclism'??? becuase i seem to be the most determined and dynamic 'me' when im on that pitch. cannot help but give my 110% on that field, it seem as though i have no control but to release all my energy on that ball. chasing down every loose ball and tracking back to make every tackle and interceptions, i can run and run and run for 2 full hours without realsiing it. Its like a phenomenon. i have absolutely no idea where that energy came from, u have to be 'me' to really feel it. Indeed, God gave me a passion for football.
as i grow older, i began to understand myself more and how God plays a part in my life. People who know me long enough will know that im not a religious person, im more of a 'relational' one. I cannot believe in a God blindly (just bcus people say so) without clearly defined reasons. I tend to think alot, and ask alot and To me, believing in God is a spritual question as well as an intellectual one. I mean how can a rational God create irrational Men? It is only logical that a rational God created rational men - men that seeks and think (logically) about their beginning and their purpose in this world(how they came about)... look around yourself, people are searching for the origins of life, they are making sense of their exsitence in this good earth, they created many religions that a God or many gods are involved in. why are we so curious? perhaps in each and everyone of us, there is a spiritual magnet that draws us to Him.
When i was a new believer this verse sticked with me. John 8:32 - 32Then you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free." It was Jesus who urged me to seek the truth - because only the truth is not afraid to be revealed. Only the truth can stand the testing of time. The only reason why Christianity is still embraced by the majority of this world, of the educated and thinking men, is simply this - its the truth.
